I Can’t Go Back// Notes on Process

I teach what I’m in at the moment.

This has always been the case.

I know no other way.

When I’m through it, I’m through it; the material is stale.

What once was like absolutely profound could be a total “bit” if I repeated it.

I cannot follow a script. I mean, I could, but this would not be meaningful work for me.

And what would the point of that be?

A writer I read once wrote that she only posts about things once they are over and she has totally processed them.

I understand this, but it doesn’t work for me.

If I don’t do it now, including hitting the “publish/send/post” button, it never goes anywhere. Its relevance wanes and my interest in sharing withers.

That said, my practice of discipline lends itself to staying with things even when/ especially when they are challenging-interesting.

I only teach what I practice.

Jai moon.